In keeping with her, the incident has occurred twice, nonetheless, she is afraid of telling her mom as a result of she (mom) is so strict.
She acknowledged that the one that nearly raped her is somebody who’s near them. The submit she made reads;
“I’ll like to stay nameless Auntie.My mother is soo strict so strict I’m afraid of telling her I used to be nearly raped twice by somebody near us. I do know she’s going guilty me simply because I really like sporting revealing garments. So I’m in matric and I don’t have any bond with my mom. I attempt so laborious in school to get good marks simply to please her however yena she’s extra targeted on the extent 3 I received. I’ve by no means heard her say “nicely completed” she somewhat examine my maths stage with my Lil sister’s stage who’s in grade 4 think about. I simply want she could possibly be by my aspect encouraging me in every little thing I do. I wish to open up every little thing bottled within me. At any time when I do one thing improper like forgetting to scrub the dishes she curses me.
I imply how are you going to curse you personal little one however nonetheless need them to reach life?? Is it doable? How will you say my friends are going to succeed earlier than me while you’re offended. Is the tongue not highly effective? Am so offended at my mother as a result of each likelihood she will get she simply break me.I generally attempt to give her hints in regards to the tried rapes she simply say “bana ba nou le lona le ntsha gohle ge le apara”.I’ve tried to kill myself numerous occasions simply that I by no means succeeded.
I attempted counseling over the cellphone with out her realizing it simply didn’t assist. Am so drained proper now I want I may simply disappear from all this. My marks are dropping in school and he or she says it’s due to the kind of mates I’ve. Proper now I don’t take part in any sports activities simply because we’re being coached by boys. She needs to decide on every little thing for me and I by no means have a say from the folks I hang around with, topics I do in school, sports activities and he or she already selected the profession she needs me to do.
I simply need her to understand the little I do and let me make I personal decisions.I get stage 4s and 3s in maths not that I’m not making an attempt I’m 
I’ve not even utilized for tertiary as a result of apparently no college can settle for a learner with a stage 3 in maths.I’m so sorry for such an extended paragraph I simply wanted to vent. I’ll be studying the feedback.”
